This is the autobiography of nicki minaj
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Autobiography
Song by Nicki Minaj
Song by Nicki Minaj
Release date
April 12, 2008
The song was originally the fifth track on Nicki's 2006 mixtape A real MC... A real Lyricist... A real talent. under the title "The Autobiography", however the entire project along with most songs were ultimately scrapped.
Background[]
In the song, Nicki raps about her life, having an abortion, her father burning their house, and trying to kill her mother. Minaj revealed on Twitter that she cried while writing the song.[1]
Before the songs release on Playtime Is Over, it was revealed on an Instagram post in June 2020 from Nicki's former friend Loustar that the song made a previous appearance on her scrapped 2006 mixtape A real MC... A real Lyricist... A real talent. It's unknown if this version was any different from the 2008 release, however the title is slightly different.
Lyrics[]
[Intro]
This is the autobiography of Nicki Maraj
[Hook]
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic
My
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This Is The Autobiography Of Nicki Maraj
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic
My voice projected my life reflected
Daddy was a crack fein, two in the morning had
Us running down the block like a track team
When you burnt the house down in my mother was in it
How could I forget it the, pain is infinite
She's my queen and I ain't even British
Shes the only reason that I went to school and I finished (Yeah)
She told me that I had talent
Got on her knees and prayed for me when I started being violent (Okay)
She saw something in me that, till this day I don't know if I could be that
But I'm a die tryin' and when I'm done cryin'
Grab the iron and black out like I'm retiring
Nightmares of you killing my mother
The reason that I sleep with my head under the covers
And they should'a thrown a book at you
Cause I hate you so much that it burn when I look at you
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic, my voice projected my life reflected
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic, my voice projected my life reflected
Damn I wanna run to you
Hold you and kiss you and tell you how I miss you
Thought I would have a son for you
But now it's official it's over and I can't let you go
But I gotta let you know all the
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Record Makers
This keep to the autobiography of Nicki Minaj.
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